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• life is fine.
• rumah sewa belum dapat.
• enpon takde bateri. dear families jangan risau orang ok je kat sini. tak ok kalu, orang tepon.
• orang tepon kalu, macam biase la mintak 50 je pun jadi. kehkeh
• wedding kawan kawan punye invitation ialah bertalu talu. akan cuba diattend mana yang termampu..
• keje 5.5days perweek. means sabtu tu halfday la. kalo majlis hari sabtu tu, paling awal sampai kl pun dah petang,dewan pun dah kemas. ahad pula ada kadang kadang ada kerja..
• office, ok.. dalam proses untuk dihandoverkan projek-projek sebelum engineer sekarang resign. dalam proses submit tender untuk projek projek baru jugak. southern region punye la..
• still x kenal semua orang dalam kampeni. so far aku bertapak di ofis. orang kat site ade yang belom penah balik lagi sepanjang tempoh aku masuk.
• dalam ofis ramai perempuan. sesuatu yang rare sepanjang pengalaman. bes gak gosip gosip maharaja lawak, af, mentor dan sepertinya. 
• labour day ni kalo cukup duet nak balik rumah dungun. lame bakk takbalik. ape nak jadi tah lame x balik rumah ni.

the road with not many travellers

it wont do but still, terima kasih.

i know very well, its not easy to bear with me.

even myself finds me very random

and its not easy to keep up my own pace either

that, makes the story written

with some chapters i wished unwritten

treating life as a quest,

when nobody's waiting with medal at the end of the line

the line i try to draw by myself

but i cant draw another

a line has been there, for long

i just need to find it

at the right place, right time

i might not have been any wiser

or any tougher

and one thing i quite certain,

regretting it is just another thin option

terima kasih to many of you :)

AlhamDulillah for things that went well, 

even with many things i messed up with.

i wont promise i'll be very good from now on

i just hope that i will keep my prayers,

that will make it possible for me to give my very best

InsyaAllah

yes

i do know. am happy for that. congratulations are in order :)

and yeah, March 19th is much awaited. many things happened. some even expect for another natural disaster due to the Supermoon phenomena. Alhamdulillah everything's fine.

i dont feel like wiriting much. otherwise you gonna see endless essay here. let's colour the page with some photos, shall we?

The Moon, March 18, 2011

The Supermoon, March 19th, 2011

the sunset, March 19th, 2011

Subhanallah!

i think i've developed some fetishness with the full moon for the past few cycle already. its simply gorgeous! and more than happy to share it. thanks for the company (most of the times, not physically though). but all that we know, we are looking at it with a smile curved :)

satu-dua-kandid!

fi u were to realize, this blog no longer had the post related to commercial photography by me.
its all been hid somewhere. hehe. kidding.
in actuality, i've launched another site http://12kandid.blogspot.com or previously URLed as http://kandidpenjelajahjujur.blogspot.com

with the separation of this emotional-ramblings-crisisful page with the photography ones, i want to technically deliver the message that its official now. (i intend to use the word 'professional' but well that's little too strong for this blog) yeah i eventually found the courage (thanks to my fellow friends) to go serious about this.

with the satu-dua-kandid! as the brand, the photos are simply presenting the action naturally with a personal touch to the clients. as the tagline goes : : : a k s i : : : s e m u l a j a d i : : p e r i b a d i : : :

being a Malay myself, the site is in Bahasa. i'm trying to be strict about this. hehe. if translating into Bahasa is very hard, then i'll try Terengganu dialect instead. lol~

so yeah, any further inquiries can directly contact me, i'm going to need the the dates and location only. is that sound fine? gonna have ur bigday soon? dont hesitate to turn to satu-dua-kandid! now!

an elaborate tweet.

penJelaJahJuJur (eena)

perhaps i shud get a good read on how-to-get-people-do-things-i-wanted-to-get-it-done-and-i-want-it-now. lepak kinokuniya je la kot sok.

2 minutes ago from Chromed Bird

and i just tweeted.

here goes the eloborate version.

some of my friends may recall that some times ago, i do sell things which at first is for my convenience, and ended-up it could do the same for my peers.
some just order for it via online. and i, would be more than happy to give them what they wanted. while my products often sold out pretty fast, the margin is pretty low. i made like less than 10 percent? and cumulatively i've put two-grands as the capital. and that matters me not. because at the end of the day, my sole intention is just for my own convenience. only extended to my circle of friends and nothing more.
so wasn't doing business by technical definition, i just another little wiser of a consumer myself.

per say, i have a very little business sense. i eventually learn to manage the unpaid transaction by jotting them down. who,what, when. at one time, i got like RM100 with them on average. for a student with a scholarship,that is a huge portion already. it wasn't a problem either. i liked them to be hidden or else i might get them spent unknowingly.

so asking my customers to pay me is quite a hassle for myself. thanks to my close friends who keep advising me to do so. i don't know it just seems like a little inappropriate to ask my friends for money even its mine. however,like it or not, i have to have them in order to keep me roll the capital or simply just for my meals.

 after some times, i made a system to get everyone pay me by every wednesday. and that works. i announce that so-called policy so.. so? okay so i have something to quote when im in the midst of getting some bucks for my dinner. its much easier to say 'hello there.. its wednesday.. rm10 please' rather than 'hi, you havent paid right? u got some cash right now?' see. that sounds very not beautiful.

occay. let get this straight. here's the thing. i wanted something to get done by some particular people. how do i ask them nicely and get them do it without delay?
let us just raise some real issues here shall we
1) i feel like its asking a favour from that particular someone, so rushing in any way could be inappropriate
2) i allow some time. no rush. take your own sweet time. its not that urgent anyway.
3) i started to spot some issues with that particular someone. not keeping the words. you know i have a little tolerant with excuses, and can't take many of that. we can see how effortlessly thing goes, and i didnt see it any earlier. more frequent of a friendly reminder follows. i tried hard to digest the words of assurance these people got me.
4) i offer some money. didn't work so far. perhaps ppl know i dont have much of that. haha~
5) i've yet to get a fifth approach. i just hope kinokuniya got some.


and that, i believe my real experience that happens partly due to my lackings in the people skills. i could use better words to ask for a favour, give more effort to get it done, rush more, be more directive or arghh idk. please,enlighten me!

sometimes too much of words, simply the reaction of me when i started to get pissed off. or i already am. for that matter.