oh putus

i am no superwoman nor wonderwoman. when i tried to fix things, there will still be two possibilities; OK and not OK.

but its ok though, i know very well my strength on living with broken stuff, those OK items wont last long, some thing will sooner or later happen.
as usual, i will dedicate my entire brain and muscles to fix it, anyway i can. which will certainly give another two kinds of possibilities; better or worse.
later i keep myself sane with one simple phrase; whatever that works, whichever gets me there.
no matter how sophisticated or silly my methods are.
and if u were to realize, our planet earth is now connected, from one end to another end, no excuse for such thing as lost contact these days.
cable. thanks to the cables.

it laid out underground, subsea, elevated above ground, and surrounds us.
i might just start about radiation effect here but hey, since i mentioned it already, you go google-lah, be more resourceful citizen please.

as much as i redha that i breathe the rotten egg or kentut smell of H2S that might cost my life, i will accept those radiation effect, too.
but please, enlighten me, just for this one time, for once, if its not too much

bakpe kebel saye putuh sokmo. kalo dok putuh macang kene kerat pung adela selai due sub-kebel die putuh gok lah lah. pisa, laiter, skrudrebar, sume kene keep handy.

this kind of situation kind of hurt my image. my reputation is now at stake.





now do me a favour. tell me im not alone. i'll feel much better.
thank you in advance
here, one cute emoticon --> ^__^

soalan typical these days.
abes aku buat formspring aku rasa cam  busan je. takkan nak buat2 tanye sendiri as anon then buat2 jawab dgn bold buat2 annoyed pulak kan.
so buatla blogpost sebagai penghibur hati. harap anda terhibur!

Q: awak buatpe skang?
A: as for living, saya tolong rakyat/pemastautin Malaysia melayari internet. lagi tak boleh lagi tu saya tolong. kalau takdapat jugak, saya tuduh la apa2 rosak. then saya suh orang lain pegi buatkan.
selaen dari tu, kegiatan sosial saya sedikit terganggu sebab weekend saya kerja. tapi saya masih cuba menunaikan tangungjawab sebagai rakan, anak, dan kazen semithali yang boleh.

Q: apsal keje ni?
A: sbb saye kan nubs. time teknikal trening tu kalo bleh sy sedut sebanyak mungkin ilmu ghaib nih. takde site visit, xde lab, xde slides, ghaib la tu kan? aneh woo kaedah ni. time kaseh trainer saya yg byk bersabar dgn karenah saya yg kerap hampir membunuh kucing ni. tu je short term goal saye. it was.

Q: eh apsal xkeje pet?
A: amoih. selaen saye knal ngan md/ceo sy yg lame dulu tu je yg skang da jd vp, sy xhafal lg sape ceo baru kampeni ni. cane nk kje camtu2 je? igt senang2 je ke? orang yg apply peluh2 bertingkat2 pun ade xpat, lagila saye yg x apply ni. susah tol nk reply soklan ni everitaim bekenalan.


Q: so skang?
A: goal da achieve. tp x establish new road for the next goals lagi. stuck la kot duk stay lg ngan keje ni


Q: quit je la then?
A: not that easy. mataduitan gakla sikit sikit. ada org dah start sound2 be grateful la eena, at least u have a job. nak keje buat betul betul ramai lagi yang nak keje ni. yada yada~ to a point where quit is seemingly to be an ethical option.

Q: okla.. nak buat ape lagi?
A: nak bercuti... em... nak masuk hutan lama-lama! agak-agak seminggu boleh?  tu je yang terbaek dpt difikirkan skang. jom aaaaaaaa~~~~~
selain tu saya nk isi masa lapang dgn mevolunteer pape secara aktif. 


esok sabtu n saya keje. sekian time kasih dan salam 3pagi. ouh, sy da tido td bfore midnite, hihi. skang tido yg seken lak.

oh where is the sound

ok last night when i got home, first thing i did is turning my sayang on.
i just got my hard disk full with new movies, -thanks to the geek house-.

and it happens that when i play, no sounds came out. i tried with different players but negative. so i reboot.

then i reboot again.

again and again.

i gave up and tried the older kernel


now it works!

so i take my time watching a movie.. with some background process,running in the background (i now managed to watch many videos in full screen mode. talk about loneliness n boredom)

in the meantime, i posted a question in #ubuntu-my
which later somebody posted a link
https://help.ubuntu.com/community/SoundTroubleshooting

this morning i reboot in the default kernel and followed the instruction in the link

ouh before that i just randomly

sudo /etc/init.d/alsa-utils restart 

that went ok but the sound not yet there

bla bla bla.. the hardware is there n recognized, kernel got the sound packages, so seems like nothing is actually wrong

but the last line,

sudo alsa force-reload

made me i finished another movie :)


really, the next problem that i need to fix, i'll ctrl+f 'finally' in the troubleshooting page

oh that dream gain

the song in my rhythmbox playlist was wrong no matter how much i next-ed it

the fan speed was too fast yet i sweat

i feel fat when earlier today i noticed my jeans is loosen

i had the dream again.

in my dream, i challenge it to be just a dream.

but everything was so real.

so i believe.

just to be awake, and realize

that was still a dream.

i love it when you friends are around.

where i can forget things

n go random

and when im all alone, i think of it

and realize that

im all alone

and that dream, comes to me randomly

so i can smile, and shower with love 

even in just a short while

i tried to intelligently digest the message

but what could it really be?

when im miserable,nothing was right.

maybe what i need is just a hair cut.

or just a trim.

ouh.. got something here..

http://www.formspring.me/penJelaJahJuJur

so yeah, the stage is yours!

i'll try to be honest all i could

oh hai

hye readers!

im back again, everything stays in place just like before, no changes, regardless of how deep inside the gaung the writer has been before, but surfaced back up in one whole fine piece, if not better. please enjoy your stay here, do whatever you could; click the monetary items, as it might make me richer by few cents but im not so sure neither did i expect many from it.

since there are people actually asked to be permitted into this blog during the closing period, i need to state this somewhere in here, this blog will always go public. unless i decided to close it so no one can get in or split the entries so that parts of this blog will always available for they might help for the better mankind civilizations, as if.


im still in the middle of getting the right tune in this frame of time and well, i need to make a move soon. ouh darling new job come here my baby~
my current job pays me quite well for this kind of task. ouh yes, i just passed the assessment and technically eligible to do the job, ends my training, working for two days already now. that's all about it.


till then, take care my friends :D