Raya.

For this coming Raya im setting somer ground rules for all to be observed.

Failure to do so will result in deep frustration and uneasy feelings on my end.

Im wishing each and everyone of you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin.

If you dont already informed where will i be spending my Raya, expect no answer from me.

Friends and families are welcomed to datang beraya but strictly to inform yours truly prior to ur visit.

Again, no suprise visit.

And if you are generally far, please dont expect us to raya together. No invitation to raya at ur place shall be entertained. And to save us some reason making, do not even think of asking.

Raya is indeed a crucial time for everyone my age. Dont try to ruin it.

That would be all.

Have a fun raya everyone!

The only creature who would resort to getting a hair cut in the to do list after any long tiring negotiation with life issues and missing the hair later only to grow the hair longer having the Disney's princess-ey look theu longed.

One of the favourite past time activity she would enjoy doing by herself is playing dress up getting out her fav clothes, mix n match, dress and undress repeatedly be amazed or otherwise upon glancing the reflection in her largest mirror in the house and too tired to put it back nicely in the wardrobe and found herself go 'i have nothing to wear' every other day.

No matter how much a lady go around telling her friends 'im not like other ladies, i dont shop as much' chances are she definitely did not realize how much time she has spent wandering about that shopping mall and still have clothes in her closet she has not worn since she bought it unless of course during her play-dress-up time.

Never try to understand woman. We are too shy to admit these silly things.

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Women.

The only creature who would resort to getting a hair cut in the to do list after any long tiring negotiation with life issues and missing the hair later only to grow the hair longer having the Disney's princess-ey look the longed.

One of the favourite past time activity she would enjoy doing by herself is playing dress up getting out her fav clothes, mix n match, dress and undress repeatedly and too tired to put it back nicely in the wardrobe and found herself go 'i have nothing to wear' every other day.

No matter how much a lady go around telling her friends 'im not like other ladies, i dont shop as much' chances are she definitely did not realize how much time she has spent wandering about that shopping mall and still have clothes in her closet she has not worn since she bought it unless of course during her play-dress-up time.

Never try to understand woman. We are too shy to admit these silly things.

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Of compliments

I just dont know how to take a compliment.

All i could ever exercise was
'Thank you, i take that as a compliment' generic, and somewhat cynical. But doesnt always get the priority placing in my real life one line response list.

When i was getting my pay rise, i accompanied a thank you with 'uh huh, whats the catch?' To. My. Boss.
Really, brain??? Wheres my manner?? It didnt see it coming twice increments on my second year but could hv responded better hows that too hard?

Or when people say i look thinner
'Ahh no, its the shirt. Im wearing one size up'
Why cant i just smile and say my thanks and perhaps compliment him/her back?

Now i think i should do that fr now on. Reply with a thank, and quickly gather one nice thing about the complimentor and smile while saying that and mean it
'Thank you, u look nice too!'
Or
'Thank you, that shoes looks very good on you'

There must be one obvious thing that worth mentioning within 3 secs timeframe.

Now lets replay tonights happenstance
'Are you still studying? You looked very young'
Replace
'Nahh i think i look older than i actually am, sun beaten i must say'
With
'Thank you, i rarely get that compliment but really thank you. You look like losing a good deal on weight, eh? You look fabulous'
Oh come on. Fake is better than nothing right. I just know him last two weeks. He is thin like couldnt-care-less-to-eat-nor-even-bother-to-workout thin.

Or upon my comment
'I was like a robot throwing words in front there just now not actually giving a speech'
'No way u looked rather confidence despite being..pointless'
And perhaps i could be enlighted and replace this
'Nahh i think i can fake it at times'
To something like
'Do i? Ok looking forward to improve next time but really, thanks for the heads up'

Maybe i really wasnt born a nice person, but i want to at least be remembered as sometimes shes nice kinda person.

Lets work on it!

Im so getting older

I cant describe how good it feels to be all alone by myself in my room when i dont have anything to do outside, not working no nothing.
But i cant always do that.
I spend most of my time outside still.

I need to get to work.
I need to get food and other supplies.
I need to commute for somp many other reason.

As much as i love it to stay shut inside, one might still found me sipping drinks in coffee place at homely hours. I need a comfy chair for my bum to accompany me reading or sometimes i feel like i need to cari jodoh because seriously my biological clock is ticking im getting older and seeing ur peers keep showing their offsprings off made this auntie in her childbearing age slightly too sad of the wantings.

No im good.

Separated by a 4mm green tinted glass wall, i could see two couples sat by a table and i couldnt help but wondering
Are they having an e cig tutorial lesson or something?
They got my attention when a guy puffed out a thick smoke from a somewhat mobilephone-like device.
He then proceeds with a box of tiny glass bottles filled with mukticolured liquid. Must be the vapor i reckon.
Now they are passing a piece of e cig around and the first guy is doing some elaborate persuasion to get them buy a set from him, judgung from the large hand movement of his.

You just got a lady feels like she needs a smokey fix. Just a puff will do. Or two.

Sad day.