oh that dream gain

the song in my rhythmbox playlist was wrong no matter how much i next-ed it

the fan speed was too fast yet i sweat

i feel fat when earlier today i noticed my jeans is loosen

i had the dream again.

in my dream, i challenge it to be just a dream.

but everything was so real.

so i believe.

just to be awake, and realize

that was still a dream.

i love it when you friends are around.

where i can forget things

n go random

and when im all alone, i think of it

and realize that

im all alone

and that dream, comes to me randomly

so i can smile, and shower with love 

even in just a short while

i tried to intelligently digest the message

but what could it really be?

when im miserable,nothing was right.

maybe what i need is just a hair cut.

or just a trim.

ouh.. got something here..

http://www.formspring.me/penJelaJahJuJur

so yeah, the stage is yours!

i'll try to be honest all i could

oh hai

hye readers!

im back again, everything stays in place just like before, no changes, regardless of how deep inside the gaung the writer has been before, but surfaced back up in one whole fine piece, if not better. please enjoy your stay here, do whatever you could; click the monetary items, as it might make me richer by few cents but im not so sure neither did i expect many from it.

since there are people actually asked to be permitted into this blog during the closing period, i need to state this somewhere in here, this blog will always go public. unless i decided to close it so no one can get in or split the entries so that parts of this blog will always available for they might help for the better mankind civilizations, as if.


im still in the middle of getting the right tune in this frame of time and well, i need to make a move soon. ouh darling new job come here my baby~
my current job pays me quite well for this kind of task. ouh yes, i just passed the assessment and technically eligible to do the job, ends my training, working for two days already now. that's all about it.


till then, take care my friends :D

perangai buruk

penah dengar tak..'entertain only facts n figures'?

sounds familiar? tak penah? takpe,isokey,aku nak kurangkan perangai generalization. its for lusers with capital l.

quote ni made famous and somehow applicable for most of the time. and it made me happy. sebab aku kurang happy kalo seseorang atau sesuatu bercakap n aku gagal identify itu statement atau expression. kalau dah perangai sangat, split it up. aku ada gaya hidup impatient. do me a favor, plis.

aku suka gak kutuk. tapi couldnt help shouting inside 'cakap ngan chermin ke bangg~~' bile dengar orang spent hours kutuk orang lain kaw2.. lagi lagi bile macam dah making it personal. duh~~~ ape issue nye skang ni? bagi cite2 yang sah2 biased, then nak divert kan the blame? or the guilt? interesting drama, but best served bile aku x lapar.

cume aku masih xleh buang perangai kutuk orang sepet. terus terang sebab memang aku cakap kat cermin je pun. dan aku tau dalam certain condition, aku memang lebih sepet, lubang hidung besar, pipi tembam. iaitu bila oksigen tipis dan ketinggian bertambah, bentuk muka bumi lembab, yet nak jugakk tangkap gambo myspace ngan kemrephone. ikot suke akula nak kutuk gambo aku ye tak. so bile gambo mespes korang tu terpapar kat mane mane yang publicly evelebel, bajet aku x kutuk ke? kihkih~

bebulan x updet belog , skali updet ngan hate post. lantak ah, jiwaku celaru, hatiku lesu,cuti free ari rabu. wakaka~

memang perangai aku tulis by paragraph n aku suka selit tang mana saja aku suka without apparent reason. takpayah susah payah nak link them all up.


psttt.. blog ni xfrenly ke ek? rase hambar je, nak kne tuka gayabahasa kebaru meriah sket uolls?
kite da ngantuk. bai!

n yes, aku purposely avoid masukkan real facts, or figures. korang pun tau cite yg hit pun besenye buat based on true story, tapi in a non-offensive way. tats what i did.

pengajaran buat kalian

walopun tempoh pengangguran ni takde fixed time.
jangan ingat ianya kekal selamanya..
hargailah setiap detik percutian tanpa komitmen dengan bersukaria

jangan jadi macam kakna (nama sebenar dirahsiakan)
dah rase homesick dan kerinduan
disebabkan jojie (nama nama sebenar dirahsiakan) menanges2 menelefon manja
olololo~~

jauh disudut hati mengharapkan cuti ini masih panjang..





kakna dah tua dan cool.. anggun summore

2009; the review

on 2009, i made this. not really one new-year-resoution but more of new semester or new-phase-to-do-list.

lets start with the review, shall we?

item 1
not accomplished.

item 2
accomplished.

item 3
adela sikit sikit.

item 4
semua ade dekat orang sekarang.. dengar cite ramai da mati, haha..
jage the rest leklok eh met~

item 5
getting physically worse. running in tip top cond under ubuntu :D

item 6
dihujung tanduk kot? swim dah jarang jarang, jog apetah lagi. lari naek tangga je la macam biasa.

item 7
saving mase keje lasyer mendatangkan hasel jugak aa

item 8
wakaka.. ape punye jiwa kacau laa line ni. abaikan, tq.

other than those listed.. few significant things had happened.

firstly, a good start with kakiphoto.. frequent outings with the boyfriends, even succeed with massive recruitment, haha..  tapi missed some jugak, bosebakk takde awek awek, kan da kne tinggal/meninggalkan diri sendiri

tapinyaaaaa..... couldnt recall, hari yang get up early other than the outing days. even hari exam, hari interview, hari present, (which were quite big days for a decent student) punn tabole bangun awal.
blame my biological clock yang dah beterabur. entah timezone mane yang terfolo.
kalo nak pegi amek gamba je bangun awal, kalo bangun awal je mesti pegi jugak spent dozens of shutter releases.

the final year jugak was a real dilemma..
dulu mase keje nak cepat cepat balik utp with the 'alangkah indahnya student life @ utp' in mind
tp towards the end, makin rasa 'urghh bile nak abes ni cepatlaaa graddd'

perangai excited for the new phase memang sebati dah.

achievement? hmm.. leaving utp after five essing years? priceless~!
the mega outing with kakiphoto kononnye kat penang lah, royal belum la, sume x jadi. ramai2 pakat dihasut memula lomo, then film, then ngan TLR segala, aku je yang stay digital. haha.

then melinuxkan diri secara istiqamah. met many utp geeks, and learn many new things. paling banyak kali format lappy, n paling banyak os dan distro di try.

adoi dah panjang da malas da tules.

apelagi ekk...

oh ye, remember the year before, when i planned on majoring in environment? haha.. that was because i liked hutan very much that time laaah~~
after a deep n thoughful consideration, i opted for offshore one. now i love the sea la pulakk~~ and i dont mind starting off my career in marine world. auww~

till then, farewell 2009 :D