at times, i do miss my fulltime-mengganggur time, or unemployed.
where i draw a table of calendar, and fill in the dates with whatever i wanted to do.
no restrictions. no need to ask anybody's permission. i can visit my family all i want.
i can go to shop one item or two during office hour, not more then two hours i found myself back at home already.
but i have to make myself clear. i am not living just for myself. so i have to earn a proper pay. living with restrictions. obey with the boss, nods for the colleagues. buy every issue of saturday star without fail.
one day, one fine day.. i'll be there, with the freedom of myself, my time, my money..