work and life balance. is it a myth?

so get up got to school, do well in the exams, get into a good uni, graduate and secure a high paying job in large well known company.

i almost got that right. almost. until i started some serious thinking and decided to take play a little too seriously. i always had a little difference in advancing my path apparently.

i always liked my work to be in a fast paced ups and downs. project based that is. i got it just what i always dream of. but then i got this tiny little window to squeeze something hobby-related in between. the opportunist me seems to have fun taking the risk to juggle between the two.

but not so long before i see how my workplace having trouble with my lack of supervision. i took one sunday off and it took one week to rectify the works. then i started to feel bad. but i give my guilty me no time to look over it and i still pursue my hobby things inbetween.

things got worse when my friends and i organized some events. i dont know their organizational skills but i took charge to help them out because we share the same mission. we got some misunderstanding in the middle which makes me realize that i've been incorporating the way i managed my subcons to that of my friends. and trust me its not always easy to get me talking to people in humanly manner when i see things purely technical. but anyways the event was a success with a huge gaps. and marking my points to just do my works well. i dont always needs to get off work early to see my friends, or planning the works to suit my days in the woods. or to pant my heart out hiking uphill while talking on the phone with people at work! we should be singing and have fun!